“Entrepreneurship is living a few years of your life like most people won’t, so that you can spend the rest of your life like most people can’t.”
(Shout out to my sister for sending me this quote, I loooove it)
With all that’s piled on my plate with work, the holidays, home life, traveling, etc., I’ve really questioned continuing on with my blog.
I’ve second (third and fourth) guessed my challenge to post every week day for a year.
I knew it would stretch me in ways I couldn’t imagine. I wanted to challenge myself to step totally out of my comfort zone. (I think I jumped rather than stepped, but hey that’s me!!)
But growth and stretching is sometimes painful. (and I am feeling it now)
I’m proud that I now know a little about HTML.
I can think up a topic and write about it with very little prep work. (increased creativity)
I’ve become more confident, I have greater perseverance.
I’ve gotten better at marketing myself and my talents. I’m thinking like an entrepreneur!
I’m learning not to expect success overnight, all good things take time. (realistic, yet hopeful expectations. Y’all know I want everything done yesterday!)
My lens of life has changed.
Photography has become something that I love again.
I’ve revived my love of style, home décor, DIY, and cooking.
I’ve enlarged my networks, I’m more open to meeting new people.
But I have far more to go…and I don’t want to stop learning and growing now. (It’s like quitting a diet when you lose 3 lbs—keep going!!!)
But most of all, the reason I cannot quit is because I need to keep this door of creativity open, it keeps me alive.
If I quit, I will figuratively wither away and become engrossed in/consumed with my day job.
I will revert back to my old ways of being too concerned with that everyone is thinking. And stressed about things I cannot control.
I’ll come home after work replaying conversations I had throughout the day rather than spending time with my family being present.
I’ve become a better wife, mother, and employee because I have something all my own to look forward to. With everyone telling me what to do all day, no one can tell me what to blog about.
I don’t want to go back to pre-blog me.
I’ve learned too much (Wednesday Wisdom—hello!?), I’ve come too far.
I believe I will look at this post in the future and be glad I didn’t quit….
Olympians don’t quit (and they push so much harder than I do) and neither will I.
I think of Gabby Douglas begging her mom to come home, she technically did quit—her mom just wouldn’t come get her!
I hope you continue on with whatever seems tough in your life.
You have a lot of greatness to achieve and so do I 🙂
“Motivation is what gets you started. Habit is what keeps you going” -Jim Rohn